The following article was written by Rabbi Moshe Weinberger, Rav of Congregation Aish Kodesh in Woodmere, New York.
THE REBBE OF PIACEZNA, R' Klonymous Kalman Shapiro, z"ya, was approaching his fortieth birthday: "My
heart pounds from my impending fortieth birthday, my entire body shakes
from my oncoming declining years. Still, I will try to muster all my
strength to commit myself and my life to G-d. Perhaps, perhaps,
something will remain. But to what shall I commit myself? To learn more?
I think that as far as possible, I don't waste any time. To abstain
from physical pleasures? If my own desires are not fooling me, thank
G-d, I am not so attached to them. So what am I missing? Simply to be a
Jew. I see myself as a self-portrait that shows all colors and features
real to life. Just one thing is missing: the soul." (Tzav V'ziruz, To
Heal the Soul, page 45)
I have often reflected upon
these searing words penned by the Aish Kodesh a decade before his holy
body was consumed by the inferno of the Holocaust. The post-Holocaust
generation has come of age. We have prospered financially and
religiously. The self-portrait of our Torah community "shows all colors
and features real to life." Soon, the Siyum HaShas will take place
before an anticipated audience of 90,000 people. Our institutions are
bursting at the seams. We have a formidable array of daily and weekly
publications filled with our own current events and advertisements for
the latest, non-gebrokts, Pesach getaways. Many
neighborhoods take pride in their "minyan factories" where a Maariv can
be caught until the wee hours of the night. We have morning kollels and
evening kollels and gemachs for everything under the sun. "Just one thing is missing: the Soul."
R. Levi Yitzchak of Berditchev once called all the Jews of the city to a massive "asifa" (gathering) in the main shul. A hush fell over the "oilam" (crowd) as the Tzaddik climbed to the top of the bimah and cried out, "Yidden (Jews), don't forget! You must always remember that the Ribbono Shel Olam (G-d)
exists! He really exists!!" The Kedushas Levi was appealing to a shul
filled with strictly observant Jews. Apparently, he felt that despite
all the "colors and features" of Yiddishkeit, something very precious
was slipping away. Real davening cannot be manufactured in a "minyan
factory;" it longs for a soul. True tznius (modesty) is not just a matter of stockings and sleeves. It has a neshama, a soul. Torah learning that does not lead to a meaningful Torah life filled with sincere joy, authentic yiras shomayim and simple human decency, is without a soul. In the seforim hakedoshim (holy books), this intangible ingredient, this soul, is often referred to as "ohr,"
light. A couple might enjoy the security that comes with a marriage in
which mutual responsibilities are taken seriously. But if that is all
the marriage consists of, it is a dark and dismal home they share. When a
relationship is "lichtig" ("lit up"), when it has a neshama, even the "C minor" of everyday life is illuminated by the light that binds them together."...
"This
void is wreaking havoc upon the spiritual integrity of our communities.
Yet, this very same void is itself responsible for a resurgence of
spiritual longing among those who are honest enough to admit that
something is so terribly wrong and broken that something must be done
about it."...
"Yes, never before have as many Jews
had the privilege to learn Torah. Neither a famine nor drought has
befallen us. Our generation is starving for "divrei Hashem" - the clear, deep, penetrating and powerful divrei Hashem.
The
kids "off the derech" or "on the fringe" are not running away from
Yiddishkeit. They have never met it. Rebbe Nachman of Breslov once told
an atheist: "I also don't believe in the God you don't believe in!" Look
into the eyes and hearts of the kids on the streets and in the clubs.
You will see the hunger and thirst for the "divrei Hashem" -
for the truth and nothing but the truth. Rav Kook wrote of the
"chutzpah," the insolence, that Chazal predicted would be rampant before
the arrival of Moshiach. The time has come when many are simply
refusing to settle for merely bits and pieces of the truth. If this
demand is not satisfied, if our schools and homes ignore or misinterpret
this hungry chutzpah as rejection, it will claim countless more
victims."...
"It is easy to blame the Internet for all our problems. It
is much more difficult and painful to consider the possibility that we
have failed to communicate the true inner joy and light of Yiddishkeit
to a generation that is anxious and ready to hear it.
What
is to be done? As the questions is posed: "Are there any proven methods
to inspire observant Jews experiencing a gap in religious enthusiasm?"
The answer, I believe, is a resounding YES! We must pursue two
approaches in meeting this challenge: one experiential and one
educational.
Rav Yosef Ber Soloveitchik zt"l, often
agonized over what he felt was his inability to impart the emotional
world of Yiddishkeit to his students. In a lecture delivered in 1968, he
said, "In the past, this great experience of the
tradition was not handed down from generation to generation through the
medium of words. It was absorbed through osmosis; somehow, through
silence. We used to observe. Today in America, however, and in the
Western world, this is completely lost. The father cannot pass it on to
his son. The father does not possess these emotions, because he never
observed and experienced them. He cannot expect his son to receive
something he himself does not possess. Therefore, it is up to the
Yeshiva and the teacher to open up the emotional world of Judaism to the
student..." In this lecture, Rav Soleveitchik insisted
that the only way to inspire the observant is by having them actually
observe inspired Yiddishkeit in the parents, rabbis, teachers, and
mentors of the generation."...
"Obviously, this is
difficult to implement. How can a rebbe or rabbi transform himself into
such a person? There are no guidelines for this; it is usually a matter
of one's personal charisma. Nevertheless, there must be constant
encouragement in this area. Again, it would be helpful to make use of
the methods commonly used in Jewish outreach: storytelling, music,
shabbatons or other such venues of inspiration. All of these have proven
to be astonishingly effective in the world of kiruv, and the observant
are desperately in need of this warm, exciting brand of experiential
Yiddishkeit.
On the educational
front, our institutions must begin to bring the Infinite into the four
Amos (cubits) of the classroom and of the shul. Rebbeim, morahs, and
rabbonim must be trained to impart the heart and soul of Yiddishkeit in a
lucid and inspiring way. There are many extraordinary mashpiim and mashpios (influential
role models) whose talents have been mostly tapped by the world of
Jewish outreach. We (the "FFB's") must admit that many of our rabbis and
educators are simply unfamiliar or uncomfortable with the language of emunah. There seems to be an expectation that emunah will be miraculously conveyed to baalei batim and
students by means of some mysterious osmosis that is perhaps
complemented by an occasional shabbaton or seminar. But, it ain't
happening.
The thirteen fundamental principles of
faith must become a basic part of the curriculum in all schools and
shuls. G-d must be brought back into our institutions and into our
homes. It makes no difference if one place prefers a Litvishe G-d and
the other a Chassidishe G-d. Open and frank discussions about faith and
doubt must be encouraged - not feared and stymied. To ignore these
critical dimensions of religious growth by claiming that it would
supplant the traditional format of chinuch is, I submit, a
grave error. All the regular Torah learning must surely continue. If
anything, such learning will be energized and uplifted when taught to
individuals who are struggling to get to the bottom of what this whole
undertaking known as Yiddishkeit is about. It would be wonderful if seforim such
as Nesivos Sholom, Bilvavi Mishkan Evneh (Rav Itamar Schwartz) and
those of R' Shimshon Pincus, zt"l, would be adapted as a means of
developing a curriculum to teach emunah, beginning even with young children.
I have often been asked whether it is really possible to teach emunah as a subject. The answer is no. A rabbi, rebbi, teacher, and parent must begin with the belief that emunahis inherent to the Jewish Soul. The child/student/congregant is already a maamin (believer). Rather than actually being taught, faith already lies in the neshama, but must be nurtured and drawn out through Torah, tefilah, and kiyum hamitzvos. There is a great thirst for pnimiyus HaTorah
(the inner light of Torah) that cannot be ignored. It is a healthy sign
of revival that must be used as a tool of inspiration in classrooms and
congregations. We must begin.
I conclude with a
story that my daughter, Suri, shared with me. It is apocryphal, but it
hits the mark. Years ago in London, a poetry recital was taking place in
a large auditorium. The finalists in the competition were given one
last poem to recite - the twenty third Psalm. The obvious winner was a
young gentleman whose rendition of the Psalm was perfect. "The Lord is
my shepherd, I shall not want... He restores my soul... and I will dwell
in the house of the Lord forever." The audience responded with
thunderous applause.
Suddenly, an elderly, Eastern
European Jew called out, "Judges! Would it be alright if I had a chance
to say the Psalm?" The judges were amused and invited him up to the
stage. In his heavy accent, the gentleman made his way through the kapitel (chapter).
A reverent hush fell over the crowd, and many people were moved to
tears. The winner received his prize but followed the old man out to the
street. "Rabbi, you know that you really deserve the prize." "Not at
all," he responded. "I wasn't competing. You did a fine job and it
belongs to you." The young man continued: "But rabbi, perhaps you could
explain to me why it is that when I concluded the Psalm the audience
cheered, but when you concluded many people were crying?" The alter Yid
replied: "The difference between you and me is that I know the
Shepherd."
Hopefully, the recitation of our
Yiddishkeit will soon be accompanied by an honest - if somewhat accented
and imperfect - outpouring of the soul. The Ribbono Shel Olam is waiting for us, and the prize is redemption, waiting right there in His outstretched hand."
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